Was 2019 a good year? It had its awful moments. Was it a spectacular year? It definitely had some amazing memories. And yet, I find myself looking back over this last year, asking myself, how well did I live 2019? Was it perfect, or a waste of my life? Or something in between? There were many times where I thought I'd for sure lose several different friends. There were several times where I just about decided to move out on my own. There were times where I had decided that. There were times I loved America, and times I wanted to go to some other country. There were times that I loved Germany, and times that I missed America so much. I saw old friends. I made new friends. There were times where I thought I knew my future. And then something happened to change it and I thought, "Oh, no. That is my future." And then something else happened to change it altogether so that I was back to a blank p...